Thursday, 24 January 2019

24.01.2019   两难

我其实心里很难过很挣扎

可是我不知道要和谁倾诉,感觉只会徒增伤悲,因为没有人会明白我的心情

很想给你写封信,告诉我多么地希望你能和我一块儿

我甚至幻想了很多我们一起的画面 :(

当所有的假想即将变成事实,我却发现自己似乎根本就离不开你~ 

Tuesday, 15 January 2019

15.01.2019

现在的我怎么样也没有办法喜欢自己~ 怎么这么胖啊 

😔 好像貌似越胖就越懒惰,越懒惰就越胖

手臂肥肥脸圆圆肚子大大双下巴就是现在的状态~

以前买衣服买S, 现在可能要L才可以塞得下我了. 我开始可以明白为什么会有人要去做抽脂手术,因为这估计是最省事又可以快速瘦下来的了


姐姐结婚的照片陆陆续续在面子书被发出来了,10张里面几乎10张都好丑好不满意(虽然说我又不是主角?)


勉强地找了一张来po, anyway, 祝姐夫和姐姐白头到老 

我感觉我姐夫是一个真的很疼我姐姐的人~ 至少我觉得会帮忙做家务的男人都不会是坏男人


Sunday, 13 January 2019

2019.01.13   迷信?

这事情实在诡异了 让我想不迷信也不行 😭

前些日子误打误撞地在网上买了一条手串貔貅珠子~然后刚刚早上不小心犯了一些禁忌,发现以后我就赶紧急忙地拿去清洗干净~顺道抱怨我会不会因为这样破财啊?

结果出门的时候手上挂着钱包,也没发现它打开了~大概才走了100米的距离吧,愕然发现打开了,里面的钱没了?


我也记不清是50还是100了,只是很确定的是大钞!然后赶紧原路返回,碰巧看到孙妈妈👩,问我刚刚是不是有掉钱了 😭 


还好能找回呀~要不我就会自责一段时间了

这种事,还是宁可信其有啊?

Tuesday, 4 December 2018

04.12.2018   台湾宝岛

哈哈. 如标题所说, 一直声声念念说要到访的台湾宝岛,我从那里回来了!


But, 这边比较像是在说mix mix 的心情+最近的状况(毕竟离开这里太久了).

但每一次进来还是会觉得有股冲动想一直一直写下去.

台湾的事情,等我比较有空再来诉说. (年尾了~又是追target的时候了. Anyway, 我已经foresee到我的bonus离我越来越远了~~~~~because it’s impossible for me to complete 3months target in a month. 再加上12月是个假期多多的季节😐

这次去台湾是实实在在地环岛,我去了--14天啊!

因为人家要去10天的旅程,對我來說可能要14天或更多才足夠. 事實證明是對的,因為去了14天還是很多地方沒到,被我跳過了. 


只能說那是因為我帶了一孩子出門啊!氣氣氣~~

Saturday, 1 September 2018

01.09.2018.  Times fly


Hello my long lost Blog. 


Yes I curled my hair again, and this time with colouring somemore. What? You don’t see the colour? Yes, neither I can notice the colour. 

Hahahaha... you wouldn’t know how much I spent on my hairs. It costs me... RM8XX. Yes, RM8XX!


This will be a secret, at least for ma famile. And I keep comfort myself that "this is going to be one-time spent one-time spent one-time spent.

Though everyone said I look nicer with hair curl, in fact I love this hair styling too. But it’s just, too pain for my wallet.


Oh yeah, I spent like a queen after 1 year as a "working adult". I spent on pricey hair dress, spent on online shopping, spent on hair removal treatment, spent on facial wash (it costs me SGD 5XX. Sh*t, I dunno what I was thinking when I sign on it and I super double triple regret for doing so. It makes me upset for few days and since then I never use the treatment as I 不舍得), spent on luxury concert ticket (but it’s my JJ! I’ve been waiting for that for 5 years.), spent on dental (should be RM7XX? I’m not sure but I’m going to have an appointment end of this month).


Okay stop counting. The more I count the more pain I am.


😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐


每天给我10分钟真的有这么难吗?


Wednesday, 16 May 2018

吵架好累 把写了的一大段话 删得一干二净


我其实真的很想 很想 很想去做这么一件事

从以前开始就一直很想

:( 为什么一定要离开你我才能去做?为什么?为什么

Tuesday, 8 May 2018

08.05.2018   漫长的夜

508的晚上,还在为509无法回去而沉浸在难过之中.

原以为自己毫不在乎,但也许在这样的氛围下,508的晚上,还是想为无法回家的自己大哭一场


晚安,世界.

Sunday, 6 May 2018

People said 

People said:"You’ve changed a lot" 

"Yes, I did. Not better, but worst."